~~~CEREALS ARE TEH SEXXX~~~

Monday, June 29, 2009

I went out with my parents to IMM today.
And no i did not have any 'hidden-agenda', or so my parents claim.
It was my dad who asked me along!
okay nvm.

Along the way my parents kinda argued about a particular sentimental something of my mom's that my dad threw.
At first thought, i was cursing my luck to be stuck in the same car with two hot heads battling it out. But after sometime it got quite funny till the point of being so hilarious that i had to control myself from bursting out laughing.

My mom and her...well...her expressive ways of expression and my dad with his not so on target but still hitting it for some reason or another humorous way of defusing the situation.
And no, it wasnt the only time in the day that they had their...well it wasnt much of an argument la, more of...discussions. Yes their discussions.

It kinda got me thinking, how will i be like with my wife later on (okay yes im quite conservative in a sense). Will we be a carbon copy, or a totally different story?
Wallahu alam =).

But i loved the outing, well apart from the fact that i ketok-ed my parents for a secret recipe cake, men's cosmetics (shaving cream, deodarent) and a pair of esprit bottoms but yes i like and really do miss spending time with my parents because honestly, in no way can i remember what happened in my few years as the first born.

Speaking of my mom, well i did really miss her alot while she was away. Even if only for a week or so. I have been, observing the family during that time and i feel that my family isnt my family without my mom. That is how important she is, from the cooking to the cleaning to the...financing (my dad is Mr Bad Banker according to Ilyas haha).

And yes she's the only one who could control my little siblings i guess. Poor papa has been trying his best but theres definitely a reason why the Prophet Muhammad SAW said that "heaven is beneath the mother's feet".

I remember a point of time where i kinda overestimated my own psychological strength and kinda told myself that i would definitely be strong if either of my parents were to pass on. Well these past few weeks, with each parent gone at different times, shattered that thought. Im old but im not ready.

Oh Allah, please bless them with good health and long life. Amin
I love them dearly =).

Here are a few snaps of whats been happening in my life during the past few weeks.\

Deputy Siren's EP Launch:

Shikinahduuuuuu.

Shikafiqduuuuu slurpx slurpx

Kinah kinah pabeto. I look hitamx.

Props harnteng with dramamonkeys:

Its rambo...BITCH.

Eheheheh the man behind my icecream satisfaction. Slurpx.

We're an artform.

Singa loves us. Not you.

HAHAHA.

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE BY THE UMRAH GANG! =D

Teeheeee i loike!

Our hendak-kene-tampar face.

I love all of you! THANKS SO MUCH!

MY LOVELY YEAR 1 DRAMA JR'S JP PERFORMANCE!!!
(okay la not all groups cos i havent go all the pics yet)

SUCCESSSSS

Group 3! With Scene 8 and Scene 9 people HAHA

Whats up with the face siolx

WHATS UP WITH THE POSE SIOLX.

Thats all duuuuuu. And those arent sewage noodles!

|ilham26| 7:01 PM|

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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

If only you knew.
What i am apart of.
If only you're in here with me.
Apart of this...
community.

A perfect model.
They way we're supposed to live.
They way things are supposed to be.
If only you're in here with me.

One day, God willing, you will see.
Eyes opened, hearts set free.
To accept and be accepted.
That's when life, starts again.

The green light from the divine.
The pledge of allegiance.
The confirmation.
Salvation.

dooodeeedooo.

Okay i was tagged to to this so...yeah. im bored.

THANKS AH SOFIA. FUNNY TO MARRY ME ISIT. HAHA

1. Do you have a tattoo?
-> NEHHH

2. Are you single or taken?
-> Singing Girls.

3. Do you dream at night?
-> Many..many dreams ;)

4. If You Are Taken How did You Both Know Each Other?& If you're single, do you love anyone in your life?
-> I love many people. Though i dont know if many people love me. Do you love me?

5. If you could do anything with her, what would it be?
-> Sofia is kaypoh. I WANNA TRAVEL THE WORLDZxzXzxXXz. After that settle down and get children!

6. Do you trust Anyone?
-> Yeap =). Some people la at least. The rest are just big mouths.

7. Do you have a crush?
-> Hmm neehhh. Crushh crushhh crushhh...

8. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
-> Taller taller taller! I wanna be a better person and Muslim too =DD

9. Would you cheat on anyone?
-> Nope. Straight forwardness bebeh.

10.What did you do yesterday?
-> Letter me see...Met YENEH for project, then had lunchtime meeting, then had production rehearsals. OMG STAGE ARTS IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE!

11. If you only had one day to live, what would you do?
-> Come to think of it, id love to know when id die. Only the people closest to me should know what id wanna do ;)

12. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
-> Medium length but more to the long? OR CHUCK BASS' HAIR!!!

13. Do you sing in the shower?
-> NAHHH. TOO BUSY CHECKING MYSELF OUT HAHAHHAHA THATS A LIE

14. What's your favorite color?
-> I love red but i have very few red stuffs.

15. Have you ever done drugs?
-> If EC/Laughing gas is considered a drug then yes. If not definitely yes--panadol. HAHA.

16. who are you thinking about now?
-> Im gonna design and print a shirt with the words WIDYA GAGA on it and will give it to widya as a present for her birthday next year. =)

17. Is Your hair color dyed or natural?
-> Natural. Though i think that theres a slight brownish tinge to it. I LOIKE =D

18. Who do you miss and want them to know that you love them?
-> Right now i miss MIMAR AALAM AND ELYSHA NADIRAH MY TWO MUCH LOVED AND MISSED NEPHEW AND NIECE (okay la cousins first removed or whatever shit).

But i do wish that my nyai wasnt nyanyok so id be able to talk to her and find out more about the person she is. Oh and both my grandfathers too. Id love to know what type of people they were =(.

Oh my mom too cos she's in dubai and stuff.

19. What is your best features?
-> My eyes cos theyre round right round right round. Oh and my smile i guess but i dont know =).

20. Type in 10 peoples name you can think of!
Eh banyak nyee...

1.Wawa Bee
2. WIDYA GAGA
3. Suerya
4.Shehzhadee
5.Saleha
6.Nigel
7.Azizzi
8.Kak cha
9.Iqah fishball
10. Kamaria

Do You LIKE all of the above?
-> Yerpx.

Is 4 single?
-> Yeah HAHA HOW IRONIC.

What will you do if 2 & 6 know each other?
-> HAHA YES WHAT A COINCIDENCE!

Will 3 & 5 fight?
-> Nope theyre very lovely ladies =)

how special is 2,3,4,6,7 & 8 to you!
-> Varying degrees of special =)

Is 9 & 10 dating?
If they turn lesbian then yes. HAHAHAHA

Do you intend to married 2?
-> HAHAHHAA WIDYA GAGA HAHAHHA WIDYA GAGA.
Dont know. Shed most probably be arragned to marry some WAK from indon or batam. HAHA
WIDYA GAGA.

HAHAHA WIDYA GAGA!~~~

|ilham26| 2:45 PM|

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Thursday, June 18, 2009

Being in poly for almost three years (well, more or less one and a half), i find it really really ludicrous.

What is that it?

The cheena mentality. HAHA.

Well from experience, the cheenas in my school are always so so so concerned with work, money, work, money....money.

Pardon me but im not talking about all the cheena people i know. most of them are keeeewl.

But im talking about the ones from the engineering and IT schools in particular.

Always always worrying about their gpa. always worrying about what type of attachment would they get. always thinking about the market the market the market.

what market? pasar malam???

hello! wake up and smell the construction workers! (what else would you smell in singapore these days?)

we're all only what? 19? 20? the epitome of age to really appreciate your surroundings and not to worry and worry and worry so much about the future (well of course you have to but not to an extreme extent as to diligently start taking notes when the lecturer just announced about a project...especially in modules such as...NATIONAL EDUCATION...bleagh)

what if you worry and worry and worry so much about your work, your gpa, your future then suddenly one day you get hit by a truck? bye bye worries, future, work and money!
and hello....h...(well it depends la na'uzubillah hi minzalik)

well i can faintly here the often used rebuttle of "MALAYS ARE LAZY WHAT". well so maybe some of us are but from what i see, we, well not only malays but the many rojak people in singapore do tend to appreciate the age and livelyhood that we have now i guess.

well to each his own i guess. And maybe it all depends on our upbringing. Thank god my parents are free thinking (not when it comes to religion la), open minded...garment criticsizing but still overall nagging parents.

so to the ones who keeps worrying about all these. You take your 4.0 gpa, you take your directors list, you take your sucking up to teachers, you take your big headed arrogant bastard looks, you take your "OH CISCO CALLED ME UP FOR ATTACHMENT AND I REJECTED THEM", you take your so called futures la.

and me? what do i have?

I have myself, my family, my friends, my vested interests and passions and most importantly,

I have god.

What do you have?

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anyhoo,

i had a great and as always, enjoyable time with the fits-after-accident-apek aka fadlul and three-bulan aka suerya on tuesday!

satisfied my long time salmon craving at fish and co ($21...ergghhh)
but it was worth it!

after that just walked around and camwhored.

And i recieved the MOST CUTEST PRESENT EVER. no matter how girly it is, it was still hand sew/stitched. HEHE. THANKS SUE I LOVE IT.

okay la pictures are in a mess but enjoy