Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Ive been thinking a lot about education these days.

The irony of having lots of jc friends is that...well...

Ive been receiving a lot of news about friends who's going to university and all.

Excelling.

That day, accompanying su to NUS.

It really kinda hurt...haha.

I always took for granted when my parents said "Do your best and try to make it to NUS la, since its so near home."

But it really on occurred to me that day, on the way to solat Jumah.

A world class uni just a stones throw away.

Sometimes i wished that i couldve woken up sooner.

Not play around like an idiot back in secondary school.

And here i am now stuck in a course that i honestly dislike.

Why am i so hard on my siblings (forget izdi, im talking about the other two).

Its because i dont want them to end up like me now, regretting regretting.

I feel lost now. What value would a mediocre poly diploma in IT hold?

Especially with someone who's niche area is extremely different.

I dont know what to do, i wish i could turn back the clock.

I want to study math, science, ENGLISH and malay again.

I want the whole, general education feel.

Im sick and tired of specialising in a course that i dont prefer.

What should i do now, what should i do.

Our fates are written, written by God.

But our fates can be changed, with Doa of course.

Oh Allah, please show me a sign, a light, guidance towards a better way.

Amin ya-rabbal al-ameen.


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